Dear Sweetheart,
I love you. When I talk to you, my whole world just lights up. I can’t push you out of my life when I long for you. I wish I had wings to fly to you. Its so unfair day after day I can’t be with you. Sometimes, I just need to hold you. I find you are amazing because you love me and I cherish that.There has been so many times we have walked away, but not far. Each time I fell more in love with you. I had the ticket in my hand and I couldn’t come see you. I still can’t believe this summer I won’t be in your arms. It is so unfair. I tell you all the time to get a girlfriend because I am far from you. That is not what I want. I want to tell you that I love you so much, but we play and we argue and we try not to talk much about love, but its there. I just want and need you. I need to touch your hand and lay my head against your chest. I wanted to look at the beach and the sunset and look up at you. Its not meant to be some friends said, but I can’t stop loving you and I know its selfish but please don’t stop loving me its so beautiful and I thank you for it.
Always,
Your Girl

Dear You,
I want you to know I never met anyone like you. I want to love you so much, I hope you know I think of you a lot. It may not matter, some people don’t care if you think of them or not. But, I think of you. We have had a lot of good times and bad in the one year we have known one another. We met online, that first evening you sat down to talk to me and I heard your voice, I felt as if I heard a friend. It’s been so hard being far from you. I often think of your arms and wanting to be held safely there. sometimes, you are not in a good mood and it brings tears to my eyes, I want so much to please you. I wish to be in love. How I crave love. I am thankful that you love me. You are so much the guy I wanted all my life. You are funny, smart and handsome. You listen to my daydreams and you seem to love me in a different way than I have ever been loved. I know I tell you almost everyday I love you, but its so true Dear you..it just is the way I feel.

love me

Ah, today was very hard, you were in a bad mood and wouldn’t talk. It worries me. I was upset. I always worry its something to do with me and that we will break up again. I’m pretty lost N, you know I want someone in my life really to be the main one I can trust, to love. I haven’t really had that. You and I we just go together so well, but you are more private than me and it hurts when you get all tempered and want to yell and say you want to be alone. I need comfort N, I need that. You need space maybe when you are mad. I don’t know. I have known you a year and am still learning. I talk so much my ears want to hear you. I am sad though because I feel like I am drifting. I don’t know who I belong to. You always say that you don’t like saying you love me that much. I need love. Sometimes, I just feel lost and alone and wonder if you are the one when I thought you were. I think none of us can just “believe” someone is “THE ONE.” Can they N?
N

Hey you,
I saw you online and you wrote me for a minute, yes I had a rough night. Sometimes, I feel really confused because I never felt this way about a guy. I always want to talk to you N. I wish I was there with you. I wish I could stand next to you in the same room.It’s hard not being able to physically touch you. Yesterday was hard because I kept thinking how much you mean to me and even as I write this I want to cry. I don’t want you to ever go, yet I know realationships. I know how life can one day be happy and you love someone and the next you don’t even like that person. It’s happened with me, you are younger than me, so you haven’t had that happen to you yet. It’s bad N when you have a past and you look back and you see how in love you once were and now you don’t know the person you are sleeping with. I wouldn’t ever want you to feel that way about me. Loving you gives me so much emotions because when I first fell in love with “someone” I didn’t know much about love. Maybe I still don’t but I know I care so much about you …I have to see you somehow, some way I am getting so frustrated everyday just walking around wanting to be with you N.
Hugs,
Nadia

PS: You looked so cute on Skype Sunday

I am sitting here thinking it is past your bed time over there, I saw you on Yahoo and you logged off and didn’t say anything to me. I guess maybe you didn’t see me or ..I don’t know. I told myself for a few hours today that I would try to give you up even though all of January we didn’t talk and I cried everyday. I just get so upset because we can’t meet in summer and I just get so tired of the pain of not seeing you. We were looking so forward to that trip. I wish you would just apply for the visa and see if there’s any chance of you coming over here N, I feel like all the stress is on me. I love you though, I am sleepy so I’m going to get off here now N,
Hugs, N