Hey you,
I saw you online and you wrote me for a minute, yes I had a rough night. Sometimes, I feel really confused because I never felt this way about a guy. I always want to talk to you N. I wish I was there with you. I wish I could stand next to you in the same room.It’s hard not being able to physically touch you. Yesterday was hard because I kept thinking how much you mean to me and even as I write this I want to cry. I don’t want you to ever go, yet I know realationships. I know how life can one day be happy and you love someone and the next you don’t even like that person. It’s happened with me, you are younger than me, so you haven’t had that happen to you yet. It’s bad N when you have a past and you look back and you see how in love you once were and now you don’t know the person you are sleeping with. I wouldn’t ever want you to feel that way about me. Loving you gives me so much emotions because when I first fell in love with “someone” I didn’t know much about love. Maybe I still don’t but I know I care so much about you …I have to see you somehow, some way I am getting so frustrated everyday just walking around wanting to be with you N.
Hugs,
Nadia

PS: You looked so cute on Skype Sunday